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the feeling between happiness and wanting to blow my brains out

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my bloody bruised skin
my skull caving in
kissing in the dark i cant remember where or when
off so many things at once i never got the chance
to let you know that you were never gonna have me back

you made me think i need you
fuck you i dont even miss you
psychotic f****t talking shit like i dont have an issue
im dumb and broke and unemployed and never gonna make it
but i dont care cause i felt happier when you and me kissed

my bloody bruised skin
our skulls caving in
im so confused i never knew you but thats what you meant
holding hands i never loved i thought thats what we had
i didnt mean to leave you i just felt i held you back

my bloody bruised skin
our skulls caving in
im so confused i never knew you but thats what you meant
holding hands i never loved i thought thats what we had
i didnt mean to leave you i just felt i held you back

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released April 10, 2022
written/mixed/mastered: boygirlfriend

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